wintertimes are here; 12.4.19

Hello there! I hope the weather is being nice to you, and that even if it’s not you’re getting to spend a lot of time cozy and reading.


The Viscount Who Loved Me – Julia Quinn

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The second Bridgerton book! As I hoped, it delighted me more than the first did, despite a fly in the ointment that I’ll get into later. As with the first book, this features an extremely reluctant male protagonist, to the extent that it started to feel ridiculous less than halfway through. Anthony Bridgerton, the eldest of the Bridgertons and one of the four brothers that Daphne Bridgerton CANNOT STOP MENTIONING EVEN IN HER TINY CAMEO IN THIS BOOK, knows he needs to marry and produce heirs for the sake of his family but he rejects the idea of falling in love because of ~reasons~. Therefore, he sets his cap at the belle of this year’s balls, only to find her older sister, Kate, irresistible. 

I really enjoyed the chemistry between these two; I am weak for enemies-to-lovers and I am also weak for “comforting one another through terrifying experiences.” (trigger warning: you do find out later in the book that Kate definitely has a PTSD-like reaction to thunderstorms due to a buried memory of her mother’s death and the way that’s resolved is….bizarre.) I’m very excited to see this one in the Netflix series, and also to see the story of the third son, Colin, who seems absolutely adorable. I’m fairly certain I know who his love interest is, which leads me to the fly, which I really hope they don’t do in the show: there is a character who was in the first book and is described as having lost a great deal of weight between then and now, which is why she’s “””happier””” and I think my eyes rolled entirely out of my head when I read that.

I’ll Be Gone in the Dark: One Woman’s Obsessive Search for the Golden State Killer – Michelle McNamara

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This book took the true crime world by storm last year, partly due to McNamara’s compelling and compassionate research and highly successful crime blog and partly due to the fact that the subject of the book was at last caught two months after the book’s release, but sadly after the author’s death. McNamara unexpectedly passed away in 2016 and the book, which she’d been researching and writing for years, was finished by her assistants and published posthumously. 

Trigger warning: the Golden State Killer was a serial rapist and murderer and the book details many of his crimes.

The Golden State Killer, a subject McNamara and many other amateur sleuths and law enforcement officers have obsessed over for years, proved impossible to catch for decades, having moved multiple times across California and using a number of strategies to ensure his safety. McNamara tracks both the history of the case and her own experiences with it; she’s thoughtful and inventive without too much extrapolation, and while she probably could have been a bit more victim-centered she’s open and reflective about why it is that this particular killer has proved mentally and emotionally inescapable for her. I liked this book, but I didn’t quite love it the way many did. One of the things that consistently bugged me throughout was how much McNamara (and her co-writers) seemed to valorize law enforcement. McNamara worked with a number of detectives and officers regularly, which is potentially why she shied away from getting into the many ways that police make life more dangerous for people of color, often re-traumatize survivors, and are frequently perpetrators of violent crimes themselves (the Golden State Killer himself turned out to be a former police officer). I’d encourage reading this piece about the true crime genre (and one podcast in particular).

The Water Dancer – Ta-Nehisi Coates

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Okay so I expected this to be good, because Coates is an incredible writer. This is his first published novel, and after showing himself to be a fantastic essayist, memoirist, journalist, and graphic novelist, this book proves he’s also a superb novelist. 

I tend not to be much of a historical fiction person outside of romance novels, so though I planned on reading it and expected it to be good, I didn’t expect to be so thoroughly absorbed in it. It was one of those books that whenever I wasn’t actively reading it I was thinking about reading it, and though it’s a thick book the pages flew by. 

We meet our protagonist, Hiram Walker, as he’s drowning. When he mysteriously survives, he starts to notice the beginnings of an ability that could change not just his life but the lives of countless enslaved people. Hiram was born enslaved to the man who was also his biological father, and grew up serving his father and half-brother in pre-Civil War Virginia. There’s some brief flashback to his growing up, when we also meet many of the characters that his ability will affect. I don’t even want to say much more about it because GO READ IT. I really hope Coates writes more fiction in the future because he can write a sentence like nobody’s business, and the same is true for descriptions and characters. I’m usually not bothered by music with lyrics when I’m reading but for this I had to only listen to instrumentals because I didn’t want to be distracted even a little bit.

Trigger warning: sexual assault


Stay warm and stay reading things that make you happy!

flames, flames on the side of my face; 11.14.19

So a couple weeks ago I saw the movie Clue for the first time and, hot take: it’s a great movie! Just like, breathtakingly good, and I was so happy to finally have the context for this iconic moment, which also happens to coincide with this week’s books!


Interview with the Vampire – Anne Rice

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This book……content-wise starts at an 11 and then just skyrockets to 11 hundred all while remaining narrated by someone who’s constantly at a 2.5? I read it for reasons that honestly do not make any sense to me after having read it…something something ~pop culture~ something something Brad Pitt? Also because one of my favorite podcasts, Overdue, read it in 2017, and I’m trying to work through as much as their backcatalog as I can. So maybe if you’re interested in the book…..just listen to them talk about it??

Rice is a very prolific writer (often known for her erotica) but this may be the book of hers with the most cultural touchpoints, thanks in part to the 1994 movie adaptation. (Which I will….probably watch.) It literally is in the frame of an interview with a vampire, who tells this guy his life/unlife story, which prompted so many moments for me of “wow Stephanie Meyer really just…took a lot from this huh?” I can’t say that the narrator himself was very compelling — when a guy starts out as a plantation owner and then spends most of his life as a vampire feeling conflicted about causing and allowing death but never lifting a single finger to stop it….it’s nearly an impossible sell for me. The book also has a bonkers relationship to sex — it’s never explicit, but as the Overdue guys have a lot of fun saying, has a lot of ~sensuality~ some of which is very very uncomfortable!!

In conclusion…..what even is this book.

Good and Mad: The Revolutionary Power of Women’s Anger – Rebecca Traister

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I don’t know if a book has ever made me feel so angry and so validated at the same time!!! 

I read one of Traister’s other books, All the Single Ladies, right before starting this blog and loved it a lot. I’m constantly impressed by Traister’s writing, both in books and articles. She’s officially a journalist, but her books are deeply grounded in both history and critical theory while remaining accessibly readable (and she has a great sense of humor!) I was a bit concerned going into the first book that it was going to be mostly focused on white women, with a few sections narratively “off to the side” about women of color, but that is very much not Traister’s deal. In both books, she presents as full and inclusive an analysis as she can, matter-of-factly pointing out ways in which oppression intensifies for women of color and the ways that white women frequently leverage their proximity to white male privilege to intensify that oppression even more, while including the many ways that women of color have lead and pioneered movements.

This book focuses on women’s anger, both in the current moment and historically, the ways that patriarchy and white supremacy both stifle and purposefully mischaracterize that anger, and the many ways in which anger fuels activism. There were so many times reading it that I felt both angry and invigorated and I highly recommend it. 


Bye for now! Go watch Clue!

a romance novel and an essay collection walk into a blog; 10.30.19

Whew. Okay. Tomorrow is Halloween, and my plans as of this moment are pretty much to go to a showing of the 1978 Halloween and ignore everyone. But before that, let’s get into some books!


Fumbled – Alexa Martin

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You may remember how much I loved the first Alexa Martin book I read [Intercepted], so it should come as no surprise that reading the second in her ‘Playbook’ series was an excellent tonic for the onset of the fall blues. This one features Poppy Patterson, a single mom who’s spent the last decade avoiding the man who fathered her child and broke her heart…and is now one of the star players of the Denver football team, TK Moore. But when she runs into him at work the sparks are still there and she’s faced with incorporating TK into their son’s life while figuring out if the two of them can make it work as a couple.

I wasn’t quite as into this one as I was with Intercepted [which, to be fair to Fumbled, was QUITE A LOT]; the love interest was a harder sell for me and for very understandable narrative reasons, the relationship between them took a bit long to get going. That being said, I still liked it a lot! Poppy was a delightful and compelling protagonist, and Martin’s sense of humor is absolutely wonderful. She’s also excellent at filling out her protagonist’s lives with tender and supportive friendships. I also really appreciated that this book dug a little deeper into some of the issues in the football industry — particularly the high-impact injuries players experience which often have long-ranging consequences far past a player’s career trajectory. Martin herself is a former football wife and her characters’ complicated feelings about the sport their loved ones play feel sincere and grounded while not overshadowing the relationships between the characters themselves. The next book in the series, Blitzed, comes out the first week in December and I am COUNTING THE DAYS! [34]

The Pretty One: On Life, Pop Culture, Disability, and Other Reasons to Fall in Love With Me – Keah Brown

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I love a book of essays, especially from someone I’ve been following on Twitter and then have the chance to take in their thoughts in long-form. Keah Brown is a disabled Black writer and activist whose essays are both personal reflection and cultural analysis. She writes about her personal love of fashion while critiquing its lack of inclusion, the ways in which jealousy has influenced her relationship with her sister, how society’s rampant ableism makes it difficult for disabled people to love themselves and their bodies, and a wide range of other topics. 

Every single essay in this book is infused with thoughtfulness, warmth, and necessary call-outs on the imperative need for all of us to combat ableism, racism, homophobia, and sexism on both individual and societal levels. Brown’s essays are deeply lifelike, positioning all parts of her life as interconnected and informative of one another; she explains how disability inclusion is often the last item on the agenda and how the inclusion that does happen almost always centers whiteness, right alongside why Paramore is her favorite band. I can’t wait to find out (and read) what she does next!

[tw: suicidal ideation]


That’s all for this week! Stay safe, stay respectful, and eat lots of candy!

freaky time stuff; 10.23.19

Hello hello, look at me, actually doing this one on time! Something not on time was October’s Pop Culture Pen Pals; this month really ate both Hannah and I alive but we got it out yesterday, and friends, it’s pretty good! We wrote about Derry Girls and Hustlers, which you should DEFINITELY watch, as well as our feeling about the decline of Stranger Things. We have some fun stuff in mind for the next few months, so remember to subscribe!


Parallel Worlds: A Journey Through Creation, Higher Dimensions, and the Future of the Cosmos – Michio Kaku

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One of my biggest fears is outer space. So naturally I read and watch as much about outer space as possible. I don’t have any explanation for this — my roommate thinks it’s because I feel like if I learn enough about it I won’t be scared of it, which I do not agree with, because the more I learn about it the more terrifying it becomes. But it’s also SO fascinating, especially when we get into the freaky time stuff, which is exactly what this book is about. 

I picked it up wanting to know more about the parallel worlds theory, which I was bummed to find out was a smaller part of the book than I anticipated. This is partly due to the sheer amount of physics Kaku needs to summarize and explain before even getting there, but even after we got there we moved on pretty quickly. Kaku is an engaging writer who does a good job at explaining extremely complex theories and ideas to non-physics reader, but there were some tangents that didn’t feel quite necessary. Anyway, I’m still glad I read it so that I can tell everyone I see about the idea that millions of years in the future scientists might figure out how to slingshot the earth into a larger orbit in order to avoid being swallowed by the sun. Fun!

Pretending He’s Mine – Mia Sosa

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I found this book via the twitter account of a romance-only bookstore called The Ripped Bodice, which is thankfully located in California or I would be spending ALL of my time there. Their account does a ‘Featured Book of the Day,’ which has SIGNIFICANTLY added to my library holds list. Based on the brief description they used, I bumped this one to the top INSTANTLY because ‘close proximity’ is one of my favorite tropes. [Usually leads to ‘one bed,’ which this one definitely did.] The protagonists, Ashley and Julian, have known each other since they were teenagers, and have always been attracted to each other, but are determined not to date [another fantastic trope] because Julian is an agent [Hollywood, not spy] who represents Ashley’s brother [one of the protagonists in the first book in this series, which I haven’t read yet]. However, with Ashley temporarily crashing at Julian’s place and the two of them pretending to date at a wedding [!!!] that determination is quickly cracking.

This book had A LOT of the tropes I love, but I didn’t love the book. Maybe it’s just because I’ve been inadvertently on a slow SLOW burn streak lately, but even though their external reasons for not being together were solid, their internal feelings about it started to feel repetitive. I also wasn’t particularly bought in with either of the protagonists, but we were introduced to the protagonists of the next book in the series Crashing Into Her, which I am pumped to read. [It’s ‘enemies to lovers’!!]

Red at the Bone – Jacqueline Woodson

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THIS GODDAMN BOOK!!!! I read one of Woodson’s other books, Another Brooklyn, last year and really enjoyed it, but this knocked my confident anticipation out of the PARK! IN A GOOD WAY! Like Another Brooklyn, this is a short book filled with poetic imagery and language. I know for a lot of people ‘poetic language’ [myself occasionally included] rings a certain “oh this is going to be hard and complicated to read” bell, but this book couldn’t be farther from that. It’s a very quick read — I honestly yelled “OH NO” when I realized I only had 20 pages left and realized how quickly those 20 pages were going to go by. Another “ehhhh” buzzword for me is “intergenerational,” because often those stories get a little sprawling for me, but Jacqueline Woodson is the fcking BEST and is incredible at identifying and arranging the most potent parts of her story to really just mess you all the way up in a short 200 pages.

The book starts at the coming of age ceremony of 16 year old Melody, our first narrator. We then move through her parents and maternal grandparents, each one giving us a slice of the story, working backwards, forwards, and inwards through time. [So in a way….this book is also about freaky time stuff.] I could have read an entire book from any one of these characters’ perspectives but am also so glad I got to read them all next to each other, contextualizing one another like a family does. It’s a lovely, perfect book and I already want to reread it.


See you next week!

snow thank you; 10.16.19

Okay I know I know you didn’t deserve that pun but then again I didn’t deserve witnessing snow in mid-October, so! I mean, it didn’t stick, but honestly what the hell. 

Anyways, before I get into the books, I wanted to share some breaking news, which is that I went to see the movie Alien [1979] last night and, hot take: it’s a good movie! 10/10 recommend!


Lot – Bryan Washington

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If you’re not sure if you like short stories but you do love narrative propelled by strong imagery you should definitely read this book. You should probably read this book anyway, as it’s an excellent debut story collection that tenderly celebrates the city of Houston (Washington’s home) while exploring the challenges of gentrification, natural disaster, and racism that the city struggles with. The stories alternate between the continuing narrative of one particular character and a variety of other characters (or, in a few incredibly skillful stories, the point of view of an entire pick up baseball team and neighborhood). These stories carry you along so smoothly that it’s extra-delightful when a particular image or turn of phrase stops you in your tracks. In an ideal world I would have taken either a little more time with this book or read it in one sitting; unfortunately I wasn’t able to do either, but at least that means I can verify it’s still great outside of those ~ideal circumstances~.

Lord Dashwood Missed Out – Tessa Dare

One bed! One bed! This book has one bed!!!

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“One bed” is a trope beloved among readers of romance novels and watchers of rom-coms, and this short and sweet novella basically revolves around it. I read it in two quick sittings (I think it literally clocks in at about 100 pages) and would have read much more of it. Print romance novellas are a bit hard to come by, as a lot of the romance genre has shifted to e-reader exclusive, which I think is great in general for the world and annoying for me personally because they make my eyes hurt. So I was particularly delighted to find this quick jaunt by an author I’m already coming to adore, about a lady writer who finds herself thrown together with the man she wrote a fiery screed in response to his scorning. There are a lot of interstitials with characters from one of Dare’s other series, which I probably would have enjoyed more if I’d already read those books, but they were charming nonetheless.

Old In Art School: A Memoir of Starting Over – Nell Painter

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After a long and prestigious academic career as a historian, this memoir starts when Painter decides to follow a long-held passion and pursue art. She begins with a Bachelor of Fine Arts and continues into a graduate degree, grappling with her own internal tension between ‘academic’ and ‘artist,’ her simultaneous enthusiasm over growing technical skills and frustration with the many conflicting messages she gets about technique and meaning, and the ways in which her identity as a Black woman in her 60s frequently separates her both from her classmates and the artworld as a whole. I really really enjoyed it; the book is informative and soothing and funny and reflective about craft and the many joys and difficulties of being passionate about making art.

This is one of those books that has been on my ‘to read’ list for so long that I honestly don’t remember how it got there, but it turned out to be exactly what I needed to read write now. I would imagine it might be even richer if you’re a person who knows anything about art (or better yet any sort of visual artistic skill yourself, which even the most cursory glance at this blog will tell you I don’t), but Painter excellently pitches it in a way that an engaged reader can easily understand (or look up) what they need to.


Okay that’s all for now! See you hopefully next week but more likely the week after that!

support millenneagram!!!; 9.30.19

Another unscheduled 2 week break! Fun! Turns out when things are hectic at work, even if they’re less hectic after work, all I want to do is…not more work! And also watch Couples Therapy on Showtime! I really don’t understand my compulsion to marathon this show, as I generally like my TV to be highly scripted and also it’s very stressful to watch! But it was also impossible to stop watching, so here we are! Please watch it and tell me everything/yell with me about how BAD one particular person on the show is.

Also I know it’s not Wednesday but I really wanted to boost a fundraising effort whose last day is TODAY. It’s in the last book, which had to be last because I wanted it to be the preview image and that’s literally the only way I know how to do it on this damned site!


Fleishman is in Trouble – Taffy Brodessor-Akner

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Starting off with the “literary pool read” of the summer!! Brodessor-Akner, known widely for her insightful profiles, has written a book about (among many other things) divorce, middle-age, wealth, New York, parenting, dating, and ambition. I do not have experience with very many of those things! And yet! Once I heard a [non-spoiler] excerpt read on an episode of The Cut On Tuesdays I had to read it, and while I was reading it I was antsy during every break because I needed to get back to it. 

The premise is that Toby Fleishman’s ex-wife disappears, but from there it’s like a russian doll of books!! It just somehow keeps expanding inward, with tiny but wrenching plot twists and characters you want to both want to succeed and also want to sit them down for a Serious Talk About Their Choices. Despite the sound of the premise, it’s really not a thriller — is there a genre for “emotional suspense”?? That would be this book, and soon to be miniseries!

Redefining Realness: My Path to Womanhood, Identity, Love & So Much MoreJanet Mock

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I haven’t read a memoir in awhile, which means Mock’s memoir got to the top of my library stack at the exact right time! Some of you may know of Mock from her activism and/or television work [most recently she wrote, directed, and produced on Pose, which I’ve heard excellent things about and plan to watch soon], and if you read this book [or just listen to my opinion on it, or both, whatever] you’ll find that she’s also a fantastic memoirist.

The book covers roughly the first 20 years of Mock’s life, growing up in Hawaii, Oakland, and Dallas with a growing certainty that her gender identity did not match what she was assigned at birth. Her writing is gorgeous, with lovely imagery and incredible generosity for everyone in her story. Whenever she pulls back to explain something [like the process of starting hormone replacements or the devastating numbers on trans homelessness], she writes with clarity to a beginner level without watering down her own nuanced perspective. I’m particularly excited to read her second book Surpassing Certainty: What My Twenties Taught Me.

P.S. if you’re looking for a good cause to donate to, consider Trans Lifeline!

[tw: attempted suicide, childhood sexual abuse]

The Hobbit – J.R.R. Tolkein

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So I’ve been on a bit of a Tolkein break since finishing Two Towers in *checks notes* last October. I didn’t feel quite ready to dive into Return of the King, so here we are, the LOTR: Kids Edition, or something like that. What I’ve heard amongst LOTR fans is that feelings on The Hobbit are deeply divided; some like it more than the trilogy, some deeply dislike it, some find it amusing but barely canonical, none find it worthy of three 2+ hour movies that’s for sure.

As for myself, I mildly enjoyed myself! It’s a much faster read than any of the trilogy, and I feel like maybe fewer songs? As with Two Towers, I continued to be deeply delighted whenever Gollum was around and honestly I do think he should have won that riddle game. Bilbo cheated multiple times and that’s my final word on that.

A Duke By DefaultAlyssa Cole

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The second in Cole’s ‘Reluctant Royals’ series, this book follows Portia (best friend to Ledi in A Princess in Theory) to Scotland for an internship at an armory. She’s doing her best to set herself on “Operation New Portia,” determined to leave partying, drinking, and — inconveniently for a romance novel — sex behind for the time being as she attempts to prove herself to her parents and herself. Inconveniently for her, the owner of the armory is….alluring. Inconveniently for him, he’s about to learn a whole lot about himself.

This has got to be the literal SLOWEST BURN I have ever encountered in a romance novel. But it was for real and understandable narrative reasons, which were done super thoughtfully. There’s also a lot that Portia’s grappling with emotionally, which Cole handles with such care and nuance. Also, she has a great sense of humor and skillfully reveals each character’s horniness in truly delightful ways.

Millenneagram – Hannah Paasch

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You know in Mary Poppins when Mary Poppins is unpacking her carpetbag for the Banks children, and she pulls that plant out of her bag and says “A thing of beauty is a joy forever”? [I guess John Keats said it first but whatever who cares.] That’s how I feel about this book, both the inside and out.

Disclaimer: Hannah is a friend, so I was extremely well-disposed to like this book before even starting it, but I can promise you that within the introduction alone you’ll be similarly well-disposed! It was Hannah’s work that got me invested in the Enneagram in the first place, translating an ancient system of processing one’s experiences and motivations into a graspable understanding of why I react the way I do to things that happen today.

It’s great for any pre-existing level of Enneagram knowledge, whether that’s none or “I keep Riso and Hudson on my bedside table.” Also! Hannah has a Millenneagram podcast! Which is nearly funded for a second season!! If you’re interested in helping to keep this thing going, check out the Patreon, and if you’re on Twitter you might want to check out the *ahem* inspired fundraising campaign going on there.


Okay bye! See you next week, maybe/hopefully!

busyness quotient and quality books; 9.18.19

Hello and thank you for bearing with me for my unscheduled break! The start of fall has upped my busyness quotient a bit, which leaves me less time both for the reading of books and for the enthusing about them, plus a great deal of my writing energies last week were going towards this month’s Pop Culture Pen Pals, which is pretty great.

Now, into the books!


The Governess Game – Tessa Dare

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So I’m thinking, for the time being, I might eschew the “romance editions” and just talk about the romance novels I’ve been reading in the “normal” posts. When I started regularly reading romance novels, I had no idea how to talk about them in any sort of way, and I’m still figuring it out. Romancelandia is enormous and varied and I still feel like I’ve barely dipped a toe in, but my enthusiasm for it just continues to grow (as for the volume of my reading space that it occupies) so they’ll be here for now!

This one was a lot of fun! Tessa Dare is another cornerstone of the genre, and I understand why. The characters are well-developed in a relatively slim book, the banter is prime, and the heat between the protagonists was…enjoyable. Admittedly, the “reasons” they couldn’t be together felt stretched a bit thin the further into the book I got, but I really appreciated the balance Dare struck between the characters’ navigation of the power dynamic and also giving the readers the sexytimes they showed up for.

Hard As Ice – Raven Scott

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Another romance novel, this one in a subcategory I was new to: thriller romance! The book revolves an art heist, a guarded art curator, and a guarded security expert. It was sufficiently steamy, and the leads had good chemistry, but the heist plot somehow simultaneously took up more of the plot than I wanted and was not built out enough to keep me interested in that part of the story. I’ll probably give some of her other books a try still; I really enjoyed some of the side characters that I could tell probably had their own books and there was a preview of one of them at the back of this one that intrigued me.

[tw: brief discussion of past sexual assault]


[tw: the next two books involve suicide and suicidal ideation]


The Wangs Vs. the World – Jade Chang

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A road trip book! A family drama! A rumination on a particular immigration narrative! There is a LOT in this book, the majority of which is set during the 2008 financial crisis. The formerly wealthy Wang family has just lost it all, and Charles, the patriarch who built their wealth from next to nothing, is insistent that if he hauls his wife and two of his children across the country to his eldest daughters’ home, they’ll all be able to go back to China to reclaim what’s theirs. The story is told from the perspective of everyone in the family, including at times the extremely old car. 

I enjoyed Chang’s writing a lot; she has a knack for lovely description and vivid characters. I did find a couple of the characters a bit tiresome, and at times their various plot threads didn’t seem to quite connect. The eldest daughter, Sana, is separated from the rest of the family for most of the book, and her story felt almost like its own separate book (that I would have gladly read! I really liked her narration and wanted more of it). That being said, the family dynamic was fantastic and I look forward to reading more of Chang’s work in the future.

Mostly Dead Things – Kristen Arnett

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You may already know of my adoration for Kristen Arnett, and if you’re at all tuned in to Book Twitter you’ll know that this is one of the buzziest books of Spring and Summer 2019, and for good reason!! Arnett has frequently described this book as being about taxidermy, Florida, family, and queerness, and oh boy is it ever. It’s also about loss and vulnerability and I know I already said it, but jesus christ the TAXIDERMY. [If you are quite squeamish, this…may not be the book for you. But it’s very very good and if you think there’s any chance you could push past it or let your eyes glaze over occasionally, I would recommend it.] The protagonist, Jessa-Lynn, is trying to keep her family and her family business from falling apart in the wake of her father’s recent suicide, and the less-recent but still deeply painful abandonment of her brother’s wife…who Jessa also happened to be in love with. I don’t even want to say more because if this book appeals to you at all you should GO. READ. IT. RIGHT. NOW. It wrecked me about eleven different ways.


Okay that’s all for me! Until I see you again…watch Derry Girls!